♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...
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Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy".

Apparently I have too many ideas in my brain.They just keep popping up.I'm running out of paper to try and write them down.I'm making my fourth story,anyone want to be in on it?
If you want a role in any of my stories then just post a character bio or pic.

I hate being right about something unpleasant.Especially if it is someone I keep close to me.I am wondering of all the ways to die,which one should I pick.I can't die,not now.I feel dead already.I'm practically a corpse,I suppose.In the back of my mind I knew it.But I wanted to be a hypocrite and ignore it.I lived in ignorance of my own making for months trying to dismiss it from being true.But my mind has never failed before,so why should it now?I am not the living dead.Just screw it.

A situation in my life has just occurred that I had predicted would happen but had no way of preventing it.My current girlfriend has a racist mother.Her family ethnicity is Guyanese.There are dark-skinned Guyanese that look black and light-skinned Guyanese.Her family is the ladder.Her mother and all of the elderly in the family despise anything black about people.The dark-skinned Guyanese,they despise.They are prejudice to all races but black they cannot stand in particular.Her and her sister like black boys.They had tried to date black boys at many points.My girlfriend,had rebelled early and ran away from home,dating black boys.Her mother found out and transferred to another school district within the same month.There,she dated black boys.Her mother found out.Took her to a mental hospital and made her lie.Saying she was on the verge of committing suicide so they would keep her longer.They kept her for at least 15 months.She got out and got sent to my school.Her sister had a black boyfriend.Her mother found out and transferred her to private school.We have been dating for almost two months.We were going to summer school together everyday.We take a day away from summer school and have our actual first date yesterday.The next day(today) we go to school and immediately are visited by the school therapists.I get a pat on the back and "I'm so happy for you,that's nice".Her therapist pulls her into her office and says that she is calling her mother and telling her.The therapist knows nothing,only assumes that because I and her were out on the same on day of summer school that we must have fornicated.Now I rub my head,bite my lip,and type in the mindstate of being the black knighted hero of her dreams.Taking her away and rescuing her from the evil fortress of a house.Which by the way,has security cameras on the house watching the neighborhood.They trust people that much(massively sarcastically.)And a conflicting mindstate of panic and worry of if I will ever see her again.

Should anyone be trusted? Can anyone be trusted? I wonder it to myself tirelessly. I have not had many friends before. And do not have many now. About 80 percent of friendships i have attempted or had have failed. So should I predetermine that for friends present and friends possibly future? At times I feel alienated,socially awkward or just outcast. I like not taking sides,because it always leads to conflict. I wonder if I should pursue anything at all if in the end,it explodes before me. Is friendship worth trying or not? i feel I have lost hope.